I AM THAT I AM
CHAPTER XXI
SILENCE, DEATH, SOLITUDE. SHOUTS, CRIES, DESOLATION.MOANS, PAIN, THE HORROR OF DISINTEGRATION. What a painful trial for the FATHER who, giving to all of his children, must understand and accept that most have chosen the heavy attraction of matter than the DIVINE LIGHT of LOVE. An anguishing reality that because of indifference is set before HIS NATURE.
Man is just asleep! The Divine Archetype has been unable to take shape in his consciousness and will have to reabsorb Its Divine Energy in order to attend the Divine Grace of Love as Light orbiting in Its PRESENCE only.
The way of death, of desolation IS WHAT YOU HAVE CHOSEN FOR YOU HAVE REJECTED THE CUP OFFERED YOU. WHAT CAN I DO, BE A SIMPLE SPECTATOR?
NOTHING, FOR I CANNOT VIOLATE YOUR FREE WILL; EACH OF YOU INDIVIDUALIZED IN A FORM SEPARATE FROM ME.
Children, questioning the Great Truth set before you is painful, if your minds still refuse to ACCEPT ME, even after having lifted the veils of ignorance.
DOES IT MAKE ANY SENSE TO CONTINUE THE CHARADE? NONE WHATSOEVER. I AM TIRED OF CALLING AND WAITING, I AM TIRED OF DESIRING YOUR INTEGRATION WITH THE LIGHT, WITH MY BEING.
YOU ARE DEAD MATTER, NOTHING MORE, BUSY WITH YOUR DESIRES AND APPETITES, LACKING ANY DESIRE FOR LOVE OR ASSIMILATION WITH MY LIGHT. YOU ARE A STILL LIFE PORTRAIT: VERY NICE ON THE SURFACE BUT EMPTY AND LACKING LIFE WITHIN! SO, IF YOU ARE NOT TIRED OF PLAYING THIS DIRTY, VULGAR GAME, WHY MUST I WAIT ANY LONGER?
EITHER YOUR ARE, OR YOU AREN’T; THERE IS NO REASON TO CONTINUE THESE ENDLESS ROUNDS OF USELESS ACTIONS, ACTIONS OF PURE FORM AND LITTLE ELSE.
THE VOID IS DEATH, BUT IT DEPENDS ON WHAT YOU CHOOSE. YOU CANNOT MOVE THROUGH THE VOID IN THE DIRECTION OF MY PRESENCE AND NOT PROPITIATE ITS FORCE; SO YOU MOVE TOWARD DISINTEGRATION, THE VOID WITHOUT MY PRESENCE. THAT’S IT, ISN’T IT? AND THAT IS WHERE YOU ARE HEADED, FOR THE ROAD YOU ARE ON LEADS NO WHERE ELSE.
NOW THEN, DO YOU DESIRE THE SPACE OF MY PRESENCE? SHOW THAT YOU DO, FOR I AM WEARY OF WAITING IN VAIN! CALL FOR IT, LET US SEE IF YOU CAN RECAPTURE ME AT ONCE SO THAT I CAN EXPRESS MYSELF THROUGH YOU. IT’S NOW OR NEVER!
ULTIMATUM: YOU HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE.
WHAT OTHER PROPOSAL IS THERE? NONE. I ACCEPT NONE. TO DO SO WOULD BE TO FALL ASLEEP AGAIN AND I DO NOT WANT YOU UNCONSCIOUS, I WANT YOU CONSCIOUS AND AWAKE TO MY VOICE.
CHOOSE MY PATH AND SHOW THAT YOURS IS A TRUE SURRENDER, THAT THE STEP YOU ARE TAKING IS REAL. WILL YOU RENOUNCE THE MATERIAL WORLD? MY ARMS AWAIT YOU, OPEN WIDE, AND I HAVE ROOM FOR ALL OF YOU.
I ONLY HOPE THAT HE WHO WOULD RENOUNCE ALL, IS CAPABLE OF FINDING ME, OR MAKING IT TO MY PRESENCE.
ONLY HE WHO SURRENDERS HIMSELF WILL BE ABLE TO FIND ME, TO REACH ME.
DECIDE NOW, IT’S YOUR LAST OPPORTUNITY TO DO SO.
YOU WILL HEAR MY VOICE IN THE QUIET OF YOUR HEART AND IN YOUR HEART I WILL AWAIT YOUR ANSWER; AND WHAT IS MORE, THE PERSONALITY MUST ALSO RESPOND TO THE CALL.
"I AM" THAT " I AM".
